I’m so much aware that I’ve been such a different person lately.

Seriously, I’m starting to lose my mind. I forgot where I left my sanity but I know something’s wrong with me. No, wait, I still am in a proper disposition. Now I really think I do have a problem.

I know I’ve been holding back my tears. I want to cry, really. But my tears just won’t give in, not just yet. Or maybe, they really won’t. I won’t deny that I cry easily because it’s the best way for me to let go of whatever I feel - anger or sadness. It’s just that these past few days, I’m pretty sure that I wanted to cry, but I can’t. 

Everything’s starting to fall apart. I can feel it. I’ve never been this depressed. A part of me wants to do something about it, yet the bigger half would remind me that there’s nothing I can do anymore. I’m already at the edge of the cliff, and I can fall anytime. I have a lot of questions in mind but I can’t seem to find any answer. I want to scream right now but my voice is nowhere to be found.

Wish I can explain everything and cry my heart out. But this is everything that I know as of this moment and I regret knowing just this much because I can’t understand myself anymore. I want to know what’s happening but I barely know anything and it sucks more than ever. I don’t even think I still know who I am.

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I don’t even know what I was thinking that day when I stopped posting here (At least I did not deactivate my account… again). 

So why am I here again? Well, I just realized that I’ve been a jerk for quite a long time. I stopped posting here somewhere between the end of February and the start of March, for the reason that I’ve been busy that time with someone to the point I stopped doing the things I used to do. Yeah, I got into a relationship that lasted only until June. It’s just now that I realized that I wasn’t me for almost a year; I forgot about the things I like doing, the people I want to be with and how perfect my life was. I completely got stuck in her shadow and all I can remember was the person I became when it was us. 

Whatever. All I want to say is that I really missed being here and doing my stuff.

Hello Tumblr! :)

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Nagpaparty ako sa room kasi last day na. Ahihihi. Di, joke lang. Birthday ni Rose. Surprise sa kanya yan. Pinagtitinginan nga yung room namin eh. :))

Frieeeeeeeeeeends :D

Masarap kumain. Ahihi.

Whattaface Dawn. HAHAHAHAHA. :))

Ang hirap pala pagsabayin ng alak tsaka ng pagod. Nakakaantok. =))))))

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